Out Hut, I have to say was on fire since my heart that night was burning with so much anger to a relative who mistreat my parents, my family and my family's name.
I don't usually blog when angry. I don't like to share negative vibes. I always try to write sensibly but when i can't hold myself longer i would blew up.
We live in a neighborhood where there are loads of distant relatives. I have heard about my uncle whom 'everybody' in the family described as arrogant, conceited and egocentric. He was my mother's cousin. I would smile at him for times i would meet him but he won't smile back. That is his character so i thought. But i respect him. Respect is such a big word for me.
Last night, all the respect i have for him lost the instant he verbally attacked my parents and family. I understand he was drunk but bombarding on my parents because you are under the influence of alcohol is a lame excuse! I heard foul words he said against me but i don't mind, i wont care. I got furious when my family and my parents were lay on the line and i can't do anything because confronting an intoxicated man would make me look like a fool. He would never understand how much i feel but i am deeply hurt.
I know this is another fire in our hut and that God is working on things i don't understand. I pray i will soon understand and that i would be able to forgive. Forgiving someone who hurt my family isn't easy for me.