Friday, January 02, 2009

I didn't start the year right

I admit i am not a perfect wife, or even close to it!. 2008 has been a year of being a neophyte wife and a mom so for a first timer like me i think i failed. Well yena do not know yet - to comment on what kind of mom i am. But being a wife - i have husband to tell me what i am all the time.

Worst is, i am a very crazy wife! yeah - back to starting year 2009. I locked myself up the whole day of the 31st. Did not even peek outside on 12midnight, while the family prays before media noche, watch fireworks outside and catch up some bonding time - I tried myself to sleep. I did not want to go out. I did not eat the whole day. I hated myself.

Could not helped it, i went to my mother's house morning of january 1st and just EAT! While i bond with my family and relatives, i think of my husband and child back at home and i felt sorry for them. Though i spent time at my mother's, my hubby and my baby, my very family needs me most. And i need them too!

Though i didn't start the year right, hubby and I ended it BEST. We kissed while tears pouring! Prayed together. I know it is gonna be a great year!

5 comments:

Umma said...

Oh uh... what happened again mareng Niko? Hmmm... lover's quarrel na naman kayo ni hubby mo?

Start the new year with a smile my dear..bec there are so much things need to be thankful especially for having a good health and a beautiful Yena and of course Y-o-b-i-b.. Just trying to make you smile Mare..

So Happy 牛 (New) Year to you!

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Anonymous said...

Hello Niko, even if you didn't start this year right, you still have the rest of the year to make up for it. I wish you and your family a peaceful new year. :o)

Anonymous said...

hi niko! hmmm... it's okay to have disagreements for as long as you make up at the end of the day. and don't ever think for once that you are a failure because i know you are not. just hang in there girl. all of us get those mood swings sometimes. am glad that you prayed together and made up! trust that the Lord will not forsake you, your marriage and your family. btw, kumusta na preps for yena's bday? all set na ba? ano ba preps na ginawa mo? pahingi naman ng tips and advice.. we are planning to have sam's 1st bday celeb and baptism on the same day din kasi. email mo na lang ako with the details dear if you have time. thanks!

sheng said...

hi niko! don't feel bad coz you have the whole year kissing each other while tears pouring...hehehehe

wish you the best for this year you, yobib & yena.

Mommy Liz said...

Kiss and Make up Mare, that's all I can tell you. But, minsan eh, wag ka masydo maging LUka Luka, lalo at may okasyon.. Drama Queen ka naman masyado..
Love u Mare!!!

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