I admit i am not a perfect wife, or even close to it!. 2008 has been a year of being a neophyte wife and a mom so for a first timer like me i think i failed. Well yena do not know yet - to comment on what kind of mom i am. But being a wife - i have husband to tell me what i am all the time.
Worst is, i am a very crazy wife! yeah - back to starting year 2009. I locked myself up the whole day of the 31st. Did not even peek outside on 12midnight, while the family prays before media noche, watch fireworks outside and catch up some bonding time - I tried myself to sleep. I did not want to go out. I did not eat the whole day. I hated myself.
Could not helped it, i went to my mother's house morning of january 1st and just EAT! While i bond with my family and relatives, i think of my husband and child back at home and i felt sorry for them. Though i spent time at my mother's, my hubby and my baby, my very family needs me most. And i need them too!
Though i didn't start the year right, hubby and I ended it BEST. We kissed while tears pouring! Prayed together. I know it is gonna be a great year!