starting the year right!

and now?

"My Baby"
by Leann Rimes

My baby gives me satisfaction
My baby gives me all his love
Let's me know I'm his main attraction
No one else is gonna feel his touch

I love the way he drives me crazy
From now on, I'm gonna love my baby
My Baby is a full-time lover
My Baby is a full-grown man

Makes me feel like a natural woman
I know he's the only one who can
Rocks my world and I don't mean maybe
From now on I'm gonna love my baby

No one can take me away from my baby
I'm holding on to Heaven in his arms
No one can take me away from my baby
I'm holding on to Heaven in his arms

My baby is a rolling thunder
My baby is a southbound train
His love is like a long, hot Summer
Calms me down like a cool, cool rain
His sweet wonderful ways amaze me

It's no wonder why I love my baby
I love my baby
love my baby
love my baby

he said

- july 2006

Last nite, i celebrated my independence day!!! I'm now independent from those headache cause by those girls..they really made me feel uncomfortable..hirap pala maging pogi..joke lang..binago ko blog ko kasi sabi ni niko wala raw kwenta eh accountant kasi yun kaya mahilig magkwenta pero hindi ko naman pinapakwenta sa kanya..i just want to have like this para isulat yung mga feelings at mga nangyayari sa magulo kong buhay..parang girl no pero I'm a genuine BOY...

Thankz at marami naman palang gustong tumulong sa akin at nakakatawa nyan eh yung pinuproblema ko ay sya pa yung gustong tumulong sa akin..weird noh..kaya lang hindi ko naman alam kung papano sasabihin sa kanya..

shocks..pag nabasa nya ito tapos na lahat..isisikreto ko nalang muna para pagdumating yung tym na hindi ko na kaya itago..send ko na lang sa kanya..galing noh..alam ko kasi na walang kahihinatnan to...imagine nakipagbreak ako sa mga gf ko at gusto kong magbago para sa kanya kaya lang engage na sya..nung nakilala ko kasi sya eh may bf na talga sya..

okay lang yun..sabi ko sa kanya na matagal na akong naiinis sa kanya kasi napaka arte nya pero akalain nyo sa dami ng naging gf ko na maaayos naman at magaganda pero ngaun napakalakas ngkabog ng dibdib ko everytime na mag kikita o maririnig ko yung boses nya, yung mga email nya..hindi ko alam kung may mga mali na sa sinasabi ko...

sana nga lang meron talagang magawa pa yung tadhana para sa mga ilusyon ko..hala grabe na ito..pagnabasa nya ito masmatindi pa sa hubad ang mangyayari sa akin..Sensya na kung napakahaba nang letter ko napansin ko na walang laman pala..

grabe kahit galing lang ako sa pakikipagbreak eh parang walang nangyari pag mabasa ko lang yung mail nya kahit walang kwenta..siguro nga o talagang mahal ko na sya..sarap ng buhay kapag ganito.

tumawag sya at hindi nya alam kung gano kasaya yung feelings ko kapag naririnig ko yung bosses nya..hindi ko alam kung napapansin nya o nararamdaman yung mga padale ko..sabi ko natutuwa ako kapag naaasar ko sya ang hindi nya alam naging masaya ako kasi i have communication with her..

Hindi ko alam kung parang ulan lang ito na dumaan lang..malakas sa una at wla nang sunod..bakit kasi sa kanya pa ako nakadama ng ganito..corny na noh..hindi naman ako ganito eh..

Lagi ko syang pinapahagingan ng mga sweet words ko pero siguro nakasara na talaga yung puso nya sa pakakasalan nya..oh pano hanggang dito muna..basta sulat ko kung ano yung mga feelings ko at mga nangyari sa amin ha..

bye blog..bulagta ako pagnabuksan nya ito..manhid ba sya o sinasara nya lang yung puso nya..

let's find out next time..

bye

the story was

-july 2006

dont know how to start this blog.. but i just did it anyways. i have lots of unspoken words.. there are lots of things i wanna say, i wanna share to someone.. but dont have the guts to say it. hope this one will help me ease some if not all of them.

i have a steady relationship for more than four years now and were planning to settle down next year. i have a very strong faith on him.. it was a matter of loving the person inspite and despite of. i love him near or apart with all my heart.. i know deep he's the one for me.

ealry this year, i have lots of so-called temptations flaring around, you know those guys who ignore you when youre still single and now all of a sudden making you the apple or their eyes.. it was like saying. where were all of you when im still searching?

now im left confused.. i love my man more than anybody else.. but his distance made me think twice. is he really the one for me?

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