Friday, January 23, 2009

Conceived after two depressions

Hubby and i have been through a lot when we decided to be together sometime ago. Just like any other couple we've been through ups and downs! We've been to the long and winding road of fighting for our love. But there was two instances then that i thought id give up, i can sense hubby felt the same too! It was the time when we were both impatient to have our own baby.

My ob said i have mayoma, my left and right ovary were not healthy, in fact the ob cant find any egg cells. So planning a baby with my condition seemed futile. I underwent medication to regulate my mentruation and to have a healthy egg cells.. Patiently we waited for the baby. :)

Then a week of missed periods, jumped hubby for joy. He told me have my pregnancy test kit and check if i was already expecting. Miserably i get out of the comfort room weeping. Told myself, this was not yet the moment. But hubby felt terribly depressed. I was depressed all the more.

My first kit showing one line, negative. :(

The second time of my missed periods again, he was not expecting anything at all. I wa so nervous. I was worried i cant give him a child he has been wanting. Thoughts of husband leaving mefor another woman who could bare his child was running on my mind. I was hopeless all the more when the result turned to negative.

So there, after two depressions on a fine day of june, after a day of work and two months of missed period, i decided to try to have my kit ready again. And there we were, hubby and i, numb and speechless. Coz by that time, we saw two lines we've never seen before! That was then we knew... our baby was here already. :)

The two lines, positive! :)

And that was our Yena, our ultimate source of joy now, who was conceived after two depressions!


Enchie said...

Now, that's one story to prove the true meaning of marriage. You stayed strong and supported each other ...Im happy for you Niko :)

Kreez said...

that's a touching story, with a great ending - i must say!

earthlingorgeous said...

Awwww what a touching story! Family at last! but really a family can be two people only too there are different structures of family. Now a child to raise! Your baby mushroom is so cute!

I will add you to my links if you don't mind at and my happiness haven I hope you add mine too. Thanks in advance!


Madz said...

Niks that was amazing!! I do believe that everything happens for a reason! and whatever that was I'm sure that was for your own realization... I know couple of friends back who were trying for ages to get pregnant but the moment they've give up, they saw the shining light behind clouds!

I am the type of person who always count what's behind things in Godly reason!.... I am so blessed by your own experience mare... huhuhu naiiyak tlga ako as in!

Since I am worried at moment of losing our baby, though I don't feel anything, I do feel positive to have him/her.. but if in case, his would gonna be our 2nd lost (hopefully not), I know we'll be both devastated but God has a reason....huhuuhuhu... masilan pa man dn ako magbntis + wla kming doctor d2 whom I needed the most..

In fact, I have asked my sister back home to talk to the gyne close to where we live in pasay and buy some to be sent through me, pero hndi sya binigyan ng receta.. huhuuhu

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Cookie said...

This is a very nice sharing. Enjoyed reading it and I know some will be inspired of your story. In His time talaga, He will grant you your wish ;)

Umma said...

OMG! all I thought this is the second pregnancy because I was all excited with the earlier entry about being pregnant hahaha.. nadale ako doon ah?

But Im glad to know that this was about Yena pala.. God has always a plan for us Mare.. thats why anything has a reason and in case you will get pregnant the second time... its another blessing from HIM.

Maselan ka palang magbuntis, I guess Yena was made in Baguio no? hahahah I saw those sweet pitures of yours and fafa.. kakainggit talaga.

yobib said...

Mali k dun mareng umma! Our Yena was a homemade one. It was the night after my bday when I asked my parents to let niko sleep over in our house since it was my day and flirty night, tabi kami matulog and that's it, Our precious yena na..hehhehe..
Pictures in baguio were so sweet but something happened that day and until now I can't describe that's why yena is not made in baguio. If you want to know what happened just ask niko the detail about it if she can still recall. oks..? heheehhheee

Chris said...

inspiring :) truly, God will give you when it is the best time!

Mom of Four said...

When it's time for baby, it will come in an unexpected moment. Grabe, you still have the pictures of the PT. I saved ung kay Alex, but got left in Korea..Huhu! Sa lhat ng ank nmin, si Wrozlie and mtgal na hinintay, si Roan and Alex, aksidente, buti n lng naaksidente..Haha!

Dhemz said...

great job mommy niks..that was a great story...hehhe..thanks for sharing!

Clarissa said...

Touching story-- medyo teary eyed ako...I am crazy to have another baby after Wakaba and Haruka since last year pero hanggang ngayon di pa rin kami makabuo.Siguro nga we have to wait for the perfect timing.Thanks for sharing,Niko!:)

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