im breaking the rules!

being an obedient daughter, i, most of the time follow what my parents want for me.. as they say mother knows best (true!) and so id like to think i am a 99% "masunuring anak" to them.

being an underdog elder sister, i would always make it a point to top list my beloved sister's wants..

being a loving ate to our bunso, anything that i can provide i will gladly give it to him with arms wide open..

i'd like to think i am giving them what they want from me.. coz that's what they deserve, coz that would make them happy! what they ask from me, i will always (if not always) give in..

but some things change.

not my love for them, not my being obedient to them, change! not even my heart ever denied anything i can offer them..

something (most important thing- i think) change within me..

i am now following my heart much to the disappointment of my mother and my sister! sad. sigh. sniff.

i followed my heart.. i listened much to what my heart beats as it told me to obey what it really felt. i am following my heart.. i am following what i am feeling.. i feel im falling.. i fell. i feel im inlove. i felt love. i am loved. he loves me. i love him.

others say it was a revenge. while for me it is simply being ME. i felt it and i simply obeyed it. they say i broke the rules. i broke the norms. for whatever sense they like to call it.. am i being stubborn following what my heart dictates me to do?

i always wish my family and my love of my life would be together even for a day. i wish it will not be just a wish! id like it sooner than soon. please!

i know i am not breaking anything. or if i did, im glad i did it for fairness to everyone concerned. if that's what they want to call it. YES! im breaking the rules.. im breaking norms! just to follow what my heart feels... my heart feels for yobib.. and so im with him!

Happy Birthday to both of us baby..

i love you! so much!!

bakit pa?

niko has her version of "bakit pa?", and now this is my version now that my blood pressure is back to normal.. yahoo!

AANHIN KO PA ANG MGA PANGARAP KUNG NAKAMTAN KO ANG PAGIBIG NI LEONY NA SYANG HIGIT PA SA LAHAT NG PANGARAP NA GUSTO KONG MATUPAD ..?

BAKIT PA AKO HAHANAP NG IBANG KASIYAHAN KUNG ANG SA PILING NYA LANG AY LANGIT NA ANG PAKIRAMDAM..?

AANHIN KO PA ANG MALA ARTISTANG GANDA AT PERPEKTONG HUBOG NG KATAWAN KUNG MAY LEONY NA AKONG NAGBIBIGAY NG GANDA AT KULAY NG AKING BUHAY...?

AANHIN MO PA ANG MGA MAGAGARANG TEKNOLOHIYA PARA MAKIPAGKOMUNIKASYON KUNG ANG TINITIBOK NG PUSO NYO AY PAREHAS UMAAYON..HINDI BA SAPAT NA YUN..?

BAKIT KO PA HAHANGARIN ANG LAHAT NA MAPASAAKIN KUNG SI BABY LEONY NA ANG LAHAT SA AKIN..?

HINDI KO KAILANGAN NG MARAMING PAGIBIG DAHIL SI LEONY LANG AY SASAPAT NA PARA ANG PUSO KO'Y MAANTIG...!

AT pra sa mga kadormates ni niko na ksama sa katopakan at kasayahan..

BAKIT KA PA AKO TITINGIN SA MGA ABS NG IBA KUNG ANG BABY KO AY MAY MALALAKING ABS NA HINDI MAGKA UGAGA AT DAGDAGAN PA NG KANYANG INANG MELON NA HINDI MO MAWARI KUNG MAY ITINATAGO SA KANYANG GITNA.!

AANHIN MO ANG BUKO SALAD KUNG MERON NA AKONG FRUIT SALAD...PAKWAN AT MELON..!

AANHIN MO ANG MGA MAMAHALING ALAGA KUNG MERON NAMANG DAGA NA HANDANG BUMULAGA!

BAKIT MO PIPILIING BUMILI NG KANIN SA LABAS NA PWEDE KA NAMANG MAGSAING AT KUMAIN HANGGAT HINDI NABIBITAK ANG LIKOD NG MGA KASAMA MONG CONSTRUCTION WORKERS..?

BAKIT MO PIPILIING PUMUNTA SA UZZIAH AT MAGSELOS SA ISANG HINDI MO MAWARING KASARIAN KUNG SA BHAUZ AY MARAMING LAMOK NA HANDANG KUMAGAT SA LIKOD ANO MANG TARIK NG BUNDOK..?

BAKIT PA KAYO PIPILI NG MGA MACHO AT GWAPITO KUNG NANDUN NA KAMING TATLO NA HANDANG MAG UFC KUNG KINAKAILANGAN NYO..?

i feel the same!

si yobib na lang ang dumadaloy sa system ko! si yobib lang ang mahal ko! si yobib ang buhay ko! si yobib ang gusto kong maging daddy ng 6 na magiging mga anak ko! si yobib lang ang hubby ko! si yobib ang panganay na baby ko!

si yobib ang present at future ko.. kay yobib ang ending ko! :D

what i'm feeling now!

nobody owns me but my baby...no matter what happen i'll stick to my baby...harangan man ako ng isang libong itak at sibat, bala at isang batalyong sundalo ay hindi ako matitinag at matatakot hanggat taglay ko ang tunay at wagas na pag ibig ng baby ko..

anong sandata pa ang hihigit sa isang tunay na pag iibigan..pipiliin ko pang mamatay na naghihirap at ipinaglalaban ang taong mahal ko kaysa sa mabuhay sa karangyaan na kapiling ang taong hindi tinitibok ng aking puso...

aanhin ko pa ang bawat yaman sa mundo kung hindi ikaw ang makakahati sa bawat makakamtan ko...

aanhin ko pa ang lahat ng bukas kung hindi ikaw ang makakasama sa bawat tatahakin ko...
mahal kita higit sa aking buhay..higit sa kanino pa man...

u are worth fighting for..u are worth dying for...!

Pa Post nga sa bagong Blog...!

Hindi ko po alam ang ilalagay dito..gusto ko sanang mag comment sa nilagay ni yobab dito eh..ok na sana eh..she don't care about my past but to be my future..yun lang kasi medyo iba pa rin ang dating eh..parang napaka bad ko talaga..pero kung sa bagay tama yun dati pero ngaun hindi na..
i still remember dati na tinuruan nya ako mag post..gumawa ako ng parang diary din..sinulat ko ang feelings ko about her..sikreto lang sana yun kaya lang pinilit nya ako kaya ngaun alam na nya..

Maraming mga pangyayaring masaya at pangit na nangyari sa amin at hanggang ngaun meron pa ring ganun kasi hindi naman natin maiiwasan yun pero ang mahalaga eh yung mga natutunan namin sa mga pangyayaring yun..to forgive and to forget and sometimes to accept..at mas mahalaga ay pagkatapos nun lalong nagiging matibay at napapatunayan namin sa sarili namin na talagang mahal namin ang isa't isa na nagiging dahilan na miss namin palagi ang isa't isa na parang ayaw na naming maghiwalay ni isang saglit..

Ito ang sinabi ko sa kanya at lagi kong sasabihin ko sa kanya..

"I'm so much in love with you..!
I was mesmerized by the beauty of your face and your sexy body...
Your laughter is sweet music to my ear..!
You know how much I love you..!
You will always be my baby.. my wifey and my life...
I will love you no matter what...
Walang makakasira sa atin...
lagi kitang ipaglalaban at handa akong magbago para sa iyo..
lagi kong titiisin ang mga hirap at sakit para lagi tayong magkasama at maging masaya...
cheer up my baby, the best is yet to come..
hope to pass this life together with u..
i wanna grow old with you...
forever i will fight for you...!
u are my strength..
my happiness..
without u in my life, I'M INCOMPLETE!

For you my baby..

I wish I could go back in time...
back to those unspoiled moments
in our relationship
before hurt ever touched our hearts,
before doubt ever entered our minds.
Because if I could go back and start
from those moments once more,
I would hold you longer,
never miss a chance to tell you
how much you mean to me...
and I would never, ever hurt you.
But I know we can't go back to those days.
I know I can't erase the mistakes.
I can't take away the questions
you must have
or the hurt we both feel.
But I can assure you of one thing
I LOVE YOU
as I did then
and as I always will..

Happy Valentines my baby.. i honestly love you!

Pag ibig!

Many thanks to my dear friend Ruben for this nice picture^.. it is really appreciated! i love it! and my fave quote received this season of love..

Never take for granted every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize that you have los t a diamond because you were too busy collecting stones.

HAPPY HEART'S DAY!

..si yobab!

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si yobib daw!

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