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Hubby,

You know what makes me love you more? it's the hug and the wonderful conversation we had on our first date at Baywalk.. Seems like we're the only people on earth at that time of night when the streets were so full of strangers. For me, it was just me and you. You and me and the sea..

Now, every time we kiss, i am being brought back to the first time i stole a kiss that surprised you until now, it was over romantically sweet and that makes me want to kiss you more and more each day..

Im so excited going home at night knowing i will be with the most important person in my life, who i I slept with at night and woke up beside with in the morning.

I love you so much! Happy 22 months my Mushroom! Tsup tsup.

Sungil

Pag 4 months na daw ang isang baby kelangan na siyang 'sungilin'. Pagsungil means pakainin siya ng pugita para mahigpit ang kapit niya sa mga bagay at butse ng manok para naman hindi siya maselan sa pagkain.

Anung connect? Yun ang tanong ko. Pero ganun ata talaga, sundin na lng ang sinasabi ng mga nakatatanda. Siguro parang baptism of fire lang bago kumain ng mga solid foods.

So hanap ang Daddy ng pugita, inihaw at siyempre pa hindi nagustuhan ng munting kabute.. :)

Nagkatay pa ang Daddy ng manok para lang makakuha ng butse, hayun sayang di ko nakuhanan ng picture, pero as usual di rin ito type ni Yenang.


Now pwede na raw siyang kumain ng Cerelac o Gerber! ;)

Bye Breastfeeding

Im so consumed with guilt, everytime i have to pull out a bottle to feed Yena. Moms I'm with all breastfeed exclusively. My cousin with her 6-months-old baby boy and my sister on my 9-months-old nephew.

I know im not the only mother who would grieve for the loss of nursing through breastfeeding, but it is really a sad thing for me. I am missing my breastfeeding-bonding-moments with Yena, more often now.

I was dreaming of breastfeeding her until she is two years old, but then it will just be a dream. I have to accept the fact that in the four months i breastfeed her i did my best. I know breast milk is not the be-all-end-all - what's more important is loving her all the more each day.. And formula-fed babies are also thriving, nourished, and nurtured.

For now, Bye Breastfeeding! Now i have move on.

Blessed are those who wait

Di ako pumasok sa opisina kahapon, kasi umuulan este schedule ng HIB Vaccine ni Yena. Nakailang turok na nga ba si YEnang ko? Medyo marami rami na rin. Remembering back nung first time siyang turukan, parang di ko kaya tingnan.. Pero ganun pala yun, now medyo yaka ko na. Next na injection niya is on July for Measles at last shot ng HIB Vaccine.

Kanina pagpasok ko, parang ang bigat sa paa. Mag isa na naman ako, nakakasanay ang mga araw na magkasama kami ni Yobib sa bus pagpasok at pag uwe. Haay sana tawanan yaay tawagan na siya ng San Mateo Realty o ng Globe o ng Ayala Land. basta kahit anung company na okey, preferably sana dito sa makati at sana hindi kuripot at sana rin stable na company yung company na aabutin na siya ng retirement niya tulad ko dito sa company ko.. :)

Speaking of companies, may napasukan si Yobib na isang company dito sa Makati na "very impossible". I will not disclosed the name to protect them ass. But i will just tell you how they operate. They hire him on the 16th that's wednesday, and on that day sinurpresa ko Yobib. Pinuntahan ko siya sa bago niyang opisina. The people were nice. One thing i noticed is that bandy clock in the corner and lots of camera all around the place. Well i thought, this must be a promising company. Lol on that. Tinanong ko siya kung may job offer na siya. Sabi niya he will ask for it tomorrow. SAbi ko dapat its the first thing to do if ur being hired. Naisip ko baka iba kalakaran dun. And then he told me na wala daw Job Offer dun. Di daw uso un dun. Lol na naman. And so natapos ang week na wala daw siyang ginawa, kasi wala pang turn over or wala pa yung boss niya. basta he was idle for that 3 days.

Come Sunday, he received a text telling him na last day niya na daw nung friday. The BIG boss daw did not approve of hiring another post in their office, he can get his 3 days pay the next week daw! Lol na naman kami. Hanubayun?! Nung klaseng kumpanya yun?? Now i see their post on Jobstreet looking for same position.. BEWARE!

And so after a week, i braced myself and went to that office to get the checque. Since hubby doesnt want to. And the semi-big-boss wont give me that damn-little-checque-of-3-days-pay unless i signed that quit claim! WTF! I said wont, i asked her what is on myhusbands 201 file, she said it was just his resume THAT's it! and then she told me she need that quitclaim to be attached on the voucher, FUNNY! You can attach there his time card if you want my dear but why that quit claim? You have no job offer and then you need me to sign for that quit claim for your 201 file? IRONIC!

Funnier, she asked me where i work and when she learned about it, naging maamong tupa ang mabangis na leon. And to make the story short, she gave the checque and off the quitclaim to trash can. Even have the nerve to asked for help on her account with us?! Heheh. Im a bitch, I'm sorry I wont. :) Lol.

Now, it's waiting time again. They said blessed are those who wait.. Please Lord bless Yobib who waited for how many months now.. Please.

Yena @ 4 months

First thing firsts, in my desire to document all of Yena's firsts, i woke up this morning and took pictures of her, while Hubby is busy capturing her on video.. It's her 4th month, we're like two fools asking her to smile in front of the camera and talk to us like she's a grownup already.. and like always, Yena never fails to amuse us.. she is really a "star" in her own right. Smile here, giggle there.. now im dreaming for the moment we will both wake her up on her 4th birthday.. am sure it will be different but still funny and memorably happy one too!

First time Mom

Wake up my babies, it's time to go to church now.. it's mom's day! Wooooohooo!!

After attending mass at 9am, how can we forget the most awaited part, picture taking!!

the little family spent the "holiday feeling" singing videoke from 2-11pm..

the sound system was so loud, little Yena cant smile anymore.. (Tulo laway nga lang.. hihi)

Happy Mother's Day to all the mommies in the world! Happy mother's day to me.. :)

Yena's Firsts

Yena before 2 months can sit up with support, and after 2 more weeks she can stand up still already! (Here with Yael, her sousin. Picture taken March 9, 2008)

Yena's first real smile in front of the camera, captured by mom on March 16, 2006

Yena's first picture with muti colored hair clip, May 3, 2008

Ang unang pagdapa ni Yena: May 6, 2008

And last night, she's trying to sleep on her chest flat on the bed again.

Labor Day Blues

I am about to have my prenatal check up that day, January 15 to be exact.
Hubby had to go to an interview in makati, i let him kasi i thought its just another checkup.
He tease me pa nga that it will be an IE (internal exam) again..

And so i waited at the clinic, and when my turn came,
my OB asked me if i felt any pain.
i said, no. she said i am 5-6cm already..
ayan na i feel kabado na. dami na tumatakbo sa utak ko..

she gave me the admission slip and she said that i will be due within the day
and that she wouldnt let me go.. panicked attacked... whaaaat?
lakas ng sigaw sa utak ko.. how could that be..
february 8 pa ang due sa mga ultrasounds ko.. napabilis ata.
wala pa kong kasama.. nag iisa ako. sabi ni OB punta na ko sa admission..
and so i had to choose for my room and walk around the hospital to have a xerox,
back and forth to my OB and back to admission and then finally to my room..
all that while texting, contacting hubby etc..

i did not feel any pain at all.
while going to my room a nurse attended me and asked me if im ok, i said i am.
wala talaga akong pains. at dahil wala akong kasama i had to text my sister in law and her husband to back me up and bring my maternity bag..
while hubby was texting me if he will drop the interview and get by my side.
i told him im still fine, go with the interview and i will be alright..

but when i had to change clothes na and go to the comfort room and saw blood, i panicked.
i called hubby right away, and ask him to go immediately to the hospital..
blood really scares me.

at 12pm i was moved to the delivery room,
i wanted to see hubby first, pero on the way pa daw siya.. im sad.
mixed emotion na ako..
im excited to finally see my baby.
im nervous cause i dont know what to expect
and im clueless to what will happen next..
im thinking of how painful it will be..
im blank.

at 4pm my OB told me my husband and mother in law were already outside.
she told me that i am not progressing..
pinaputok niya na panubigan ko at dami na tinurok saken, pero walang changes..
im still 6-7cm..
there were a lot of nurses by my side, checking.. monitoring etc..
so at 7pm OB talked to hubby that she will be doing a caesarian section na.
knowing hubby wanted to have a looooot of babies, he will not let it talaga..
(if i will be CS, it will be maximum of 3, while if normal it will be minimum of 5 babies, imagine?!)
he told my OB to just wait for another hour..

so came 8pm and still no progress we both decided to have a CS na..
i will not forget that moment when i will be brought from the delivery room to the operating room.
one of the nurses asked me if i wanted to see my husband first, of course i replied.
and when we met, i wanted to cry, im so scared..
but hubby gently smile at me and told me 'kaya mo yan! kain ka pa matamis!!"
(he associated sweets to my CS. did i say na inalagaan niya ako ng exercise at healthy foods just to make sure na normal delivery ako?! but sorry, sikip daw sipit sipitan ko, my OB said. so it had to be CS.)
going back, when we recall that moment, i told him na wala siyang kasweet sweet..
i am expecting him to kiss me, hug me and whisper words of suppport.. pero wala.
he just smiled and teased me pa..
but he insisted that he did it all..
to his account, he hold my hand, touched my cheek, whisper i love u and kiss me while the nurses were teasing us pa nga daw..
epekto na rin siguro ng mga tinurok sa akin, di ko na ata alam lahat yun.

i waked up at 9pm. una kong kinapa ang tyan ko, wala na si baby..
nasan na siya? i wanted to see her, was she ok?
and so i asked the nurse, sabi niya nasa nursery na daw.
at ako nasa recovery room. at ang aking asawa nasa room ko waiting..
i wanted to see hubby na, i wanted to see my baby..
but the nurse told me that i will be transfered to my room pag kaya ko na itaas ang paa ko..
i thought, when pa? e di ko nga mafeel ang mga paa ko.. :(

now computing my time, at exactly 7am i am transferred to my room with hubby.
it was a happy moment.. need not explain why..
it was just us.. hubby and me..
and then finally, at 9am our baby, the fruit of our love came!!
when he hold yena, hubby cried.
it was tears of joy!