Where God wants me

If it’s my angel doing the trick, I don’t know if I should be thankful. Coz Every time he is furious am not around..

All hell would break lose every time he loses control. He hurts his wife physically and I cannot imagine how can he do that.. I have never seen him go that furious. I pity the wife and I regret all the time I was not there to protect her.. I know I will be in between them but what if he hurts me too. My husband won’t allow that and I know it would cost more trouble for him and my husband. No. I would not let him touch my husband too.

I have been praying to God to give me strength, just give me a sign to help the wife. Hearing news of her being hurt physically for their every quarrel brings a chill to my bones. I need to confront the man. I need to talk to him to stop the beating, he doesn’t have the right! Nobody does.

I know God brings me where he wants me every minute of every day.. i just wish that on the next time he would try to beat his wife again I am near.

Maligayang Pasko!

Christmas Gifts for Him or Her

Husband and I bought our LCD TV last weekend. And that 32 inches delight is still on its box lying on one corner of the house. That is our Christmas gift for each other. The made- to-order entertainment rack will be delivered on the 26th, so we will start watching on that tube after Christmas. But there’s no hurrying.. As I said that is a Christmas gift so it’s supposed to be unwrapped on the Christmas day right?

I must say the best gifts of the season are those intangibles. Like you know where I am heading now but still I want to say that the best gift ever is love- - it is by giving and sharing that we find true joy. We give gifts on Christmas because it is Christ’s birthday! Our gifts aren’t necessary pricey. It is not the material things that matter. Our love is the best gift we give to others. That never runs out of season BUT if you are looking for some techie stuff to give your beloved half head on to DIY gadgets. I found a lot of useful stuffs that will surely bring smile to your loved ones. Did I say your gifts should not be expensive? But if you have lots of savings to spend, head on! It would hurt your pocket once but will surely make someone happy!

What to do when you're lonely?

Huh! Who's lonely? Definitely not me! er.. alright, am sort of sad. It has been three days and two nights without my masunget husband and i miss him like crazy. I thought for so long he will be on work trip once every month, but it seems he is into travel lately.. not that am complaining, i know how much he loves his work and we both cannot afford to lose our job at this very trying times. :D

But since i started this post with a question, i might as well answer that 'stupid' question. Since husband left and since i don't want to use the internet connection at work i buried my self with my ebooks. I just finished reading ECLIPSE and BREAKING DAWN and those two ebooks accompanied me on my lonely days and nights. :D yes, not even blogging.. Smartbro wireless really sucks.

Anyways..

Now am running out of ebooks! Good thing he will be home tonight.. And who is excited??? Definitely yena.. er- ME! And he told me he has the internet connection i have been dreaming.. i will be back to my blogging life soon, and am crossing my fingers now! yey

Jealousy

I'm back with a vengeance, LOL! I miss my entries at CC, this is where i can voice out all my thoughts regarding what and what nots on my marriage, and i love the feeling of speaking up. I know my husband would be thrilled to see nice, sweet and tear jerky notes now instead of me blabbing about his jealousy BUT this is my blog. His 3 days out of town trip will be over so i have to voice it out now while my freedom to speak lasts. LOL

My husband is really the jealous lover! There is one specific thing that makes him crazy.. He gets jealous every time i mention a word about soldier. Anything related to military life gets him down. Tell him anything about soldier/military through me and his mood will turn upside down!!

The leggings are out!

Yes, they are out in preparation for my maternity moments next year. lol

I miss TCP

This space on this blog is reserved for my tuesday couch potatoes entries. i tried to join as much as i can but since i have no more means ( i say the culprit still is the ever hard to find good internet connection at home) it is with heavy heart that i have to see weeks without TCP on my archive.

I miss joining TCP, i miss the participants and i miss the host! Miss you kamz! :) Will definitely join in the next tuesdays... oh holiday season really gives me reason to get some time management class! LOL

Kiss and Make up

I miss Couple’s Corner last week and I won’t miss this week’s theme. But before anything else, I have to voice this out! It is so hard without internet connection, I feel so robotic not being with my blogs. My blogging life has been so dull for two weeks now, lol! I miss blogging and I miss my blogging friends, whew. Now I feel better, thank you very much!

Now back to CC. For Kiss and Make up with husband, I have to say that I am very lucky to have a very masungit husband who ALWAYS gives in whenever I am sulking. Sulking is my middle name by the way. And Sungit is my husband’s given name! Aside from being very thrifty, he is very masungit!! Haha (this is my blog, sorry baby!! I write what I want to write! Lol)

Luckily, husband knows how to handle my tantrums. Whenever I am mad at him he would joke around and would make me smile. But if I am really really angry, he lets me be. He keeps his distance or else he will get hurt, LOL. When he is angry, I do my ‘taming’ by kissing him all over his face, that trick always works! But when he does that when am angry he would be flying over the ceiling.. I am scary when angry BUT he will scare the hell out of you when he is really really angry.

On our first year of marriage, we would spend sleepless nights talking and voicing out our grudges to each other, after all is said and done we would sleep like nothing happened, back into each other’s loving arms. And we still do that and will do that til forever.. :) hahah