the search is on

Our search for my beloved laptop which i will be naming NANCY is ON!

Last saturday, with diretions on how to go to gillmore at hand (thanks ate binx) and the specs on the other hand - hubby and i braced ourselves and walk hand and hand to a place unknown to both of us. Gillmore.

We were awfully successful. Awfull, to begin with my husband is easily lost for directions, and i am forgetful now, so we manage to practice our close up smiles everytime we asked for directions on the friendly people of the republic- but we got there safe and sound! thanks GOD! :D

Canvassing was the word i extremely dislike. I told hubby that with canvassing you used a lot of energy and it was so tiring, and you soon go home with nothing- you tend to choose and it was harder to pick the best! I could walk out with the thought of it.. but really what i was suggesting is that i loved the idea of going home embracing nancy that day.. :)

But it was hubby's way now. We forgot that there is a daily withdrawal limit with our ATM of P20,000. And we did not bring any card to back us up.. and so i embraced canvassing that instant and promised to go back there the soonest - and that would be next saturday! :D

Our search is now down to two - Hewlett Packard 540 or MSI S1313. They are both worth P30,000+ or $600+ but MSI has a built in webcam.. i think NANCY has to be the MSI.. what do you think umma dear??

the mushroom love story

once there was a girl who was engaged to be married to her soldier boyfriend. though on distant relationship and they see each other once every year, the engaged girl was very loyal to him. on the other hand, there was a boy who was also into long distance relationship. though he loved his girlfriend, he played around non stop thinking his girlfriend would not know - he was a certified playboy.


and then one day, when the girl was on deep thought of her long distance relationship, the boy came along. he was calling her at the office at first.. and then decided to asked her out for a dinner the next. they didn't know then that they were falling for each other, they thought all along they were building a friendship after all they both have their own relationships. the girl thought the boy must be a good shock absorber of her not so happy love life. the boy on the other hand, wanted to test his charm..

the boy decided to break up with his girlfriend.. he finally told the girl his feelings for her. since the girl was holding on to her soldier boyfriend, she was left confused. the boy begged for a secret relationship, the girl agreed. she had the two of them for months, she was a cheater once in her life.


after a painstaking decision, the girl though confused let her heart do the decision making - she chose the man who made her heart beat a thousand times for just the thought of seeing him, she opt to be with the man who was always there for her and made her happy everytime they were together, she prefer to be with the man she will love most for the rest of her life. against her family and friends desire - against all odds! SHE CHOSE HIM AND HE VOWED TO HER!

it is by this end, that i have to say. niko is the girl and you know yobib is the boy. and why are we called mushroom? on those months when we have to hide our relationship, we both thought of mushrooms that seem to be hiding everywhere.. but while mushrooms are sprouting at its peak during rainy season, this lovers represent a love that endures all weather.

jealous lover

jealous, i know i am but my husband is the most jealous creature ive ever met, that's exaggeration! hehehe. he is a jealous lover, but more on being protective. over jealous for me is insecurity, and insecure we are not! we are both secure in each other's love. wink. true! :D

once upon a time, during our first months, i knocked him down! literally and physically i gave him a manny pacquiao signatured upper cut, and that left him toothless! when asked by his officemates what happened, he told them i got fuming mad with jealousy that i punch him until satisfied. i know i'm cruel! but that left us confined to his dentist for a day or so..

nah, before you think any farther, the real story was - we were having our wrestling-ufc-styled bonding time and i was really beaten by him.. i felt so defeated that when i got the chance i got up and punch him direct to his mouth! i felt victorious for a second but when i found him holding his tooth - it was my downfall!

now we look back at that unforgettable moment with lots of laughter, that would keep the two of us rolling! and until this day, his dentist would always remind him not to play around or he will have his tooth fixed again!

Home alone

Umma, a dear blogger friend of mine asked me who take care of yena when the parents have to work?!

My answer -- she is home alone! :)

Im kidding, she is with my mother, who is 5 minutes away from my inlaws home. At night, somebody would bring her back to our house or i will fetch her when it is not yet late. We are currently living with my inlaws and i am on great hope and wish of having our own home soon. ;(

Talking with kids

I was talking with hubby's two nephews one afternoon. Ronron turning 8 years old next month and Patchik 6 years old. (Note that our conversation were translated to english)

Ron: Tita Niko, how many children would like to have with Tito Boy?
Me: Three would be good. Id like to have another girl and a boy in the future.
Ron: I think you should have two children only.
Me: Huh why?
Ron: It will be easy to divide the two if you and Tito Boy will SPLIT! You will have one child each!
Me: You think we're going to split?
And before Ronron could answer Patchik butt in and said this words i cannot imagine he would..
Patchik: They will never ever break up, because they call each other BABY!!

FYI: Some two years ago, this two boys were told by Jean, hubby's cousin, that when you're in a relationship and you call each other any endearing names other than baby, there's a possibility of break up. Kids are really smarter now!

the morning i wake up

mom: good morning baby! seems like a reaally good morning to you, is that a smile? or a laugh??


mom: you will not be smiling like that later.. it will be pedia time!! u have 2 shots of vaccine for today..

yena: just 2? that's chicken mom.. i can do it! :)


yena: breath in, breath out. it will just be 2 shots, its so easy. i can do it! i am a big girl now..

eya (yena's cousin): yeng yeng, kaya mo yan... jollibee tayo mamaya!! yeeeey :D

yena: jollibee who??


yena: these dogs are cool mom! can you please tell daddy to buy one for me?? look they dont bite!! and jollibee?? can you please tell me if she/he/it.. uhmmm boy or girl??

eya: jollibee is a bee. :D

mom: i hope ate eya answered your question my baby.. :) coz if not, we will have to research for that! :)

- 0 -

Yena weighs 7.4kgs and she just got her HIB and Flu vaccine today. Next month will be her Measles vaccine..

Yena's first show on a wedding

August 9, was pre planned and already ticked on our calendar of big events for August. It was Daryl's wedding, and we couldnt miss it, not unless we want to say goodbye to the friendship we had for 14 long years. While hubby's favorite among my friends is Daryl, this big event was a big yes and so we packed our bag and off to Bulacan! Yena's longest travel so far..

After the ceremony and the pictorial session which took about an hour, i really think the photographers had a lot of frustrations in life, kasi naman all of the poses were so artistic and napakabusisi! Given a chance, on our church wedding, i will get them! :)

On our way home, it was much more convenient, thanks to ate mina for the free ride! :) And Yena still battery full and hyper active at MH with ate binx and the rest of our alumni friends, smiling to everyone she meets along the way kaya naman at 11pm when we arrived home, and even after turning off the light, buhay na buhay pa siya and still was looking for a play time!

Came 1am, she wailed so loud, and cried for more even after comforting her... and then she threw up! That's the sign.. nausog ang Yena! Hayun, she cried until the wee hours of the morning.. :(

But she was still her bubbly self at 9am at the church! Yan ang spirit! :) Attend pa tayo ng wedding baby?? sa Bulacan??!! :)

Dear Yena,

(baby yena, this is what i used to call you that made you always look around and smile. you would always smile just hearing my voice, by this i know that as much as i love you, you love me back no less!)

(i am writing this now preparing for the time you would ask me things, by details id trust my memory on that, i hope you can read it when you're older, and by that time spank me just to get even to your mommy, it's alright baby.. i know i deserve it!)

hi my baby!

as i am writing this, my eyes are shedding tears. even crying a river now will not changed what had happened last night. while i know that my tears are not an excuse for being so carefree less careless mother to you, please accept my deepest apology. what happened last night would be the last, this i assure you.

i cannot believe how it happened so fast. i was so careful all the time, and on that fateful split second i saw you on the floor. i will not forgive myself from hearing your wails so loud that it almost struck my heart and soul. i was so hurt seeing you in pain, i spent the night looking at you, quietly sobbing careful not to wake you up, embracing and smelling you.

daddy and mamato was so angry at me and to what happened. but little did they know that i was angrier to myself. i am asking for forgiveness from you, to your dad and to your grandma but most of all i beg forgiveness to God for contemplating suicide right after what happened. i know, it will not change things, but i cannot bear to hear you cry and i be better dead than see you in pain..

baby, i love you so much. know that i will never allow anyone to hurt you and i am so idiot cause i was the one who hurt you that much the first time.

please forgive mommy, and please look back or look around again when you hear me call you.. 'baby'

love you 'til my lastest breath,
mommy

Yena and her bread alone

After mass, bisyo na ang kumain ng lugaw sa posh restaurant malapit sa simbahan, hihih. while eating si yena takam na takam sa lahat ng makitang pagkain, lahat gusto hawakan, lahat gusto isubo.. at para mapagbigyan, binigyan ng isang buong tinapay. if you cant be any less contented, ewan ko na lang. :)

Yay, on the 15th she will be 6months old na. And from S26 shift na to Promil. and on her last checkup 6.9kgs na siya, which means from small size diaper, medium EQ dry na siya ngayon. and on the 22th last dose na ng HIB vaccine niya at 1st dose naman for measles.

Being a mother, means doing your tough assignments with love. remember every single thing, from big to small details. memorizing vitamins taken on the morning and the evening. that is, 1ml tikitiki in the morning and .6ml ceelin in the evening. when sick, got to have hubby do the talking on her medicine intake. 2.1ml of klaricid and .5ml of ambrolex until the 17th. Followup checkup on Pedia on the 17th also.. and the list go on and on and on..

At least, after having 2 major surgeries, i can still recall and remind myself on what's next after each assignments. ;)

When a child is born

Niko, sakit ba manganak??? kaya ko ba un??

Email ng officemate ko pagkatapos niyang makita ang pictures ni Yenang sa desktop ko. Siyempre pa reply ako;

Naku po, number one akong duwag. Gusto ko talaga ng baby pero super natatakot ako sa thought ng panganganak..

Kaya sa tiyan pa lang si yenang kinakausap ko na siya na wag niya ko pahirapan.. before and while laboring natawag ko na ata lahat ng santo at humingi na ng tawad sa Diyos sa mga kasalanan ko. Imagine, naglabor ako ng walong oras. Pero dahil siguro mahal ako ni Lord no pains ako. Wala namang masakit. Hilab pala yung tawag sa paninigas ng tiyan. At kung masakit man ang balakang ko parang normal na sakit lang ng katawan, di kainda inda.

Ang ending CS, paglipat ko mula sa delivery room kung san ako naglabor papuntang operating room kung san ako isiCS, nakatulog na ko. Pagkatapos ng sampung oras sa recovery room nakasama ko na ang mag ama ko. Masakit ang tahi pero iindahin mo pa ba yun? Tingnan mo lang anak mo at solve ka na, i assure you! :)

Family First.

A workaholic architect, who has been overlooking his family in favor of his
career, comes across a universal remote that allows him to perform TiVo-like
functions on his life, such as pausing events or fast-forwarding over them. When
the remote begins creating its own memory and choosing what to fast-forward
over, the man sees how much of his personal life has passed him by and realizes
the importance of spending more time with his family.

Click. One of our favorite movie, comedy na may kurot sa puso. Pinanood namen yan ni Yobib sa sinehan, and i remember that's the first time i saw him cry over a movie. Siyempre kung naiyak siya, anu pa ako? Ako na yata ang pinaka iyakin sa mga iyakin.. :)

Last weekend pinanood ulit namen yun sa DVD. Ang loko nung ipapalabas na ung nakakaiyak na part bigla ba namang lumabas ng bahay? hayun pagbalik niya bumabaha na ako..

Moral of the story, basta in everything, put your family first. You work for them, nurture and cherish them everyday.. and GROW with them.

Sungil

Pag 4 months na daw ang isang baby kelangan na siyang 'sungilin'. Pagsungil means pakainin siya ng pugita para mahigpit ang kapit niya sa mga bagay at butse ng manok para naman hindi siya maselan sa pagkain.

Anung connect? Yun ang tanong ko. Pero ganun ata talaga, sundin na lng ang sinasabi ng mga nakatatanda. Siguro parang baptism of fire lang bago kumain ng mga solid foods.

So hanap ang Daddy ng pugita, inihaw at siyempre pa hindi nagustuhan ng munting kabute.. :)

Nagkatay pa ang Daddy ng manok para lang makakuha ng butse, hayun sayang di ko nakuhanan ng picture, pero as usual di rin ito type ni Yenang.


Now pwede na raw siyang kumain ng Cerelac o Gerber! ;)

Blessed are those who wait

Di ako pumasok sa opisina kahapon, kasi umuulan este schedule ng HIB Vaccine ni Yena. Nakailang turok na nga ba si YEnang ko? Medyo marami rami na rin. Remembering back nung first time siyang turukan, parang di ko kaya tingnan.. Pero ganun pala yun, now medyo yaka ko na. Next na injection niya is on July for Measles at last shot ng HIB Vaccine.

Kanina pagpasok ko, parang ang bigat sa paa. Mag isa na naman ako, nakakasanay ang mga araw na magkasama kami ni Yobib sa bus pagpasok at pag uwe. Haay sana tawanan yaay tawagan na siya ng San Mateo Realty o ng Globe o ng Ayala Land. basta kahit anung company na okey, preferably sana dito sa makati at sana hindi kuripot at sana rin stable na company yung company na aabutin na siya ng retirement niya tulad ko dito sa company ko.. :)

Speaking of companies, may napasukan si Yobib na isang company dito sa Makati na "very impossible". I will not disclosed the name to protect them ass. But i will just tell you how they operate. They hire him on the 16th that's wednesday, and on that day sinurpresa ko Yobib. Pinuntahan ko siya sa bago niyang opisina. The people were nice. One thing i noticed is that bandy clock in the corner and lots of camera all around the place. Well i thought, this must be a promising company. Lol on that. Tinanong ko siya kung may job offer na siya. Sabi niya he will ask for it tomorrow. SAbi ko dapat its the first thing to do if ur being hired. Naisip ko baka iba kalakaran dun. And then he told me na wala daw Job Offer dun. Di daw uso un dun. Lol na naman. And so natapos ang week na wala daw siyang ginawa, kasi wala pang turn over or wala pa yung boss niya. basta he was idle for that 3 days.

Come Sunday, he received a text telling him na last day niya na daw nung friday. The BIG boss daw did not approve of hiring another post in their office, he can get his 3 days pay the next week daw! Lol na naman kami. Hanubayun?! Nung klaseng kumpanya yun?? Now i see their post on Jobstreet looking for same position.. BEWARE!

And so after a week, i braced myself and went to that office to get the checque. Since hubby doesnt want to. And the semi-big-boss wont give me that damn-little-checque-of-3-days-pay unless i signed that quit claim! WTF! I said wont, i asked her what is on myhusbands 201 file, she said it was just his resume THAT's it! and then she told me she need that quitclaim to be attached on the voucher, FUNNY! You can attach there his time card if you want my dear but why that quit claim? You have no job offer and then you need me to sign for that quit claim for your 201 file? IRONIC!

Funnier, she asked me where i work and when she learned about it, naging maamong tupa ang mabangis na leon. And to make the story short, she gave the checque and off the quitclaim to trash can. Even have the nerve to asked for help on her account with us?! Heheh. Im a bitch, I'm sorry I wont. :) Lol.

Now, it's waiting time again. They said blessed are those who wait.. Please Lord bless Yobib who waited for how many months now.. Please.

First time Mom

Wake up my babies, it's time to go to church now.. it's mom's day! Wooooohooo!!

After attending mass at 9am, how can we forget the most awaited part, picture taking!!

the little family spent the "holiday feeling" singing videoke from 2-11pm..

the sound system was so loud, little Yena cant smile anymore.. (Tulo laway nga lang.. hihi)

Happy Mother's Day to all the mommies in the world! Happy mother's day to me.. :)

Labor Day Blues

I am about to have my prenatal check up that day, January 15 to be exact.
Hubby had to go to an interview in makati, i let him kasi i thought its just another checkup.
He tease me pa nga that it will be an IE (internal exam) again..

And so i waited at the clinic, and when my turn came,
my OB asked me if i felt any pain.
i said, no. she said i am 5-6cm already..
ayan na i feel kabado na. dami na tumatakbo sa utak ko..

she gave me the admission slip and she said that i will be due within the day
and that she wouldnt let me go.. panicked attacked... whaaaat?
lakas ng sigaw sa utak ko.. how could that be..
february 8 pa ang due sa mga ultrasounds ko.. napabilis ata.
wala pa kong kasama.. nag iisa ako. sabi ni OB punta na ko sa admission..
and so i had to choose for my room and walk around the hospital to have a xerox,
back and forth to my OB and back to admission and then finally to my room..
all that while texting, contacting hubby etc..

i did not feel any pain at all.
while going to my room a nurse attended me and asked me if im ok, i said i am.
wala talaga akong pains. at dahil wala akong kasama i had to text my sister in law and her husband to back me up and bring my maternity bag..
while hubby was texting me if he will drop the interview and get by my side.
i told him im still fine, go with the interview and i will be alright..

but when i had to change clothes na and go to the comfort room and saw blood, i panicked.
i called hubby right away, and ask him to go immediately to the hospital..
blood really scares me.

at 12pm i was moved to the delivery room,
i wanted to see hubby first, pero on the way pa daw siya.. im sad.
mixed emotion na ako..
im excited to finally see my baby.
im nervous cause i dont know what to expect
and im clueless to what will happen next..
im thinking of how painful it will be..
im blank.

at 4pm my OB told me my husband and mother in law were already outside.
she told me that i am not progressing..
pinaputok niya na panubigan ko at dami na tinurok saken, pero walang changes..
im still 6-7cm..
there were a lot of nurses by my side, checking.. monitoring etc..
so at 7pm OB talked to hubby that she will be doing a caesarian section na.
knowing hubby wanted to have a looooot of babies, he will not let it talaga..
(if i will be CS, it will be maximum of 3, while if normal it will be minimum of 5 babies, imagine?!)
he told my OB to just wait for another hour..

so came 8pm and still no progress we both decided to have a CS na..
i will not forget that moment when i will be brought from the delivery room to the operating room.
one of the nurses asked me if i wanted to see my husband first, of course i replied.
and when we met, i wanted to cry, im so scared..
but hubby gently smile at me and told me 'kaya mo yan! kain ka pa matamis!!"
(he associated sweets to my CS. did i say na inalagaan niya ako ng exercise at healthy foods just to make sure na normal delivery ako?! but sorry, sikip daw sipit sipitan ko, my OB said. so it had to be CS.)
going back, when we recall that moment, i told him na wala siyang kasweet sweet..
i am expecting him to kiss me, hug me and whisper words of suppport.. pero wala.
he just smiled and teased me pa..
but he insisted that he did it all..
to his account, he hold my hand, touched my cheek, whisper i love u and kiss me while the nurses were teasing us pa nga daw..
epekto na rin siguro ng mga tinurok sa akin, di ko na ata alam lahat yun.

i waked up at 9pm. una kong kinapa ang tyan ko, wala na si baby..
nasan na siya? i wanted to see her, was she ok?
and so i asked the nurse, sabi niya nasa nursery na daw.
at ako nasa recovery room. at ang aking asawa nasa room ko waiting..
i wanted to see hubby na, i wanted to see my baby..
but the nurse told me that i will be transfered to my room pag kaya ko na itaas ang paa ko..
i thought, when pa? e di ko nga mafeel ang mga paa ko.. :(

now computing my time, at exactly 7am i am transferred to my room with hubby.
it was a happy moment.. need not explain why..
it was just us.. hubby and me..
and then finally, at 9am our baby, the fruit of our love came!!
when he hold yena, hubby cried.
it was tears of joy!

Yena's Very First Pictures

Yena's 3D/4D Picture. Taken January 8, 2008. Just a week before she was born.

Born via Caesarian Section on January 15, 2008 at 8:41pm weighing 2.95kgs and 49cm long at De La Salle University Medical Center Dasmarinas Cavite.

Yena's very official and first photo taken by Daddy right after she got out of Mom's womb. Ofcourse, Mom is not there she stayed at the Recovery Room for 10 more hours. Mom stayed at the delivery room for 8 hours that is 12pm-8pm, when her OB suggested to have a CS. Dad doesnt like it, but got nothing to do. Mom stayed at the Operating room for only 1 hour that is 8-9pm.

Yena and Daddy's First Photo taken by Mommy. Mom got out of the delivery room at 7am. Yena was roomed in at 9am. Happy Family!

It was now that i realized that Yena and I have no picture together.. the stitched was so painful for me to smile back at the camera!

Pa Post nga sa bagong Blog...!

Hindi ko po alam ang ilalagay dito..gusto ko sanang mag comment sa nilagay ni yobab dito eh..ok na sana eh..she don't care about my past but to be my future..yun lang kasi medyo iba pa rin ang dating eh..parang napaka bad ko talaga..pero kung sa bagay tama yun dati pero ngaun hindi na..
i still remember dati na tinuruan nya ako mag post..gumawa ako ng parang diary din..sinulat ko ang feelings ko about her..sikreto lang sana yun kaya lang pinilit nya ako kaya ngaun alam na nya..

Maraming mga pangyayaring masaya at pangit na nangyari sa amin at hanggang ngaun meron pa ring ganun kasi hindi naman natin maiiwasan yun pero ang mahalaga eh yung mga natutunan namin sa mga pangyayaring yun..to forgive and to forget and sometimes to accept..at mas mahalaga ay pagkatapos nun lalong nagiging matibay at napapatunayan namin sa sarili namin na talagang mahal namin ang isa't isa na nagiging dahilan na miss namin palagi ang isa't isa na parang ayaw na naming maghiwalay ni isang saglit..

Ito ang sinabi ko sa kanya at lagi kong sasabihin ko sa kanya..

"I'm so much in love with you..!
I was mesmerized by the beauty of your face and your sexy body...
Your laughter is sweet music to my ear..!
You know how much I love you..!
You will always be my baby.. my wifey and my life...
I will love you no matter what...
Walang makakasira sa atin...
lagi kitang ipaglalaban at handa akong magbago para sa iyo..
lagi kong titiisin ang mga hirap at sakit para lagi tayong magkasama at maging masaya...
cheer up my baby, the best is yet to come..
hope to pass this life together with u..
i wanna grow old with you...
forever i will fight for you...!
u are my strength..
my happiness..
without u in my life, I'M INCOMPLETE!

he said

- july 2006

Last nite, i celebrated my independence day!!! I'm now independent from those headache cause by those girls..they really made me feel uncomfortable..hirap pala maging pogi..joke lang..binago ko blog ko kasi sabi ni niko wala raw kwenta eh accountant kasi yun kaya mahilig magkwenta pero hindi ko naman pinapakwenta sa kanya..i just want to have like this para isulat yung mga feelings at mga nangyayari sa magulo kong buhay..parang girl no pero I'm a genuine BOY...

Thankz at marami naman palang gustong tumulong sa akin at nakakatawa nyan eh yung pinuproblema ko ay sya pa yung gustong tumulong sa akin..weird noh..kaya lang hindi ko naman alam kung papano sasabihin sa kanya..

shocks..pag nabasa nya ito tapos na lahat..isisikreto ko nalang muna para pagdumating yung tym na hindi ko na kaya itago..send ko na lang sa kanya..galing noh..alam ko kasi na walang kahihinatnan to...imagine nakipagbreak ako sa mga gf ko at gusto kong magbago para sa kanya kaya lang engage na sya..nung nakilala ko kasi sya eh may bf na talga sya..

okay lang yun..sabi ko sa kanya na matagal na akong naiinis sa kanya kasi napaka arte nya pero akalain nyo sa dami ng naging gf ko na maaayos naman at magaganda pero ngaun napakalakas ngkabog ng dibdib ko everytime na mag kikita o maririnig ko yung boses nya, yung mga email nya..hindi ko alam kung may mga mali na sa sinasabi ko...

sana nga lang meron talagang magawa pa yung tadhana para sa mga ilusyon ko..hala grabe na ito..pagnabasa nya ito masmatindi pa sa hubad ang mangyayari sa akin..Sensya na kung napakahaba nang letter ko napansin ko na walang laman pala..

grabe kahit galing lang ako sa pakikipagbreak eh parang walang nangyari pag mabasa ko lang yung mail nya kahit walang kwenta..siguro nga o talagang mahal ko na sya..sarap ng buhay kapag ganito.

tumawag sya at hindi nya alam kung gano kasaya yung feelings ko kapag naririnig ko yung bosses nya..hindi ko alam kung napapansin nya o nararamdaman yung mga padale ko..sabi ko natutuwa ako kapag naaasar ko sya ang hindi nya alam naging masaya ako kasi i have communication with her..

Hindi ko alam kung parang ulan lang ito na dumaan lang..malakas sa una at wla nang sunod..bakit kasi sa kanya pa ako nakadama ng ganito..corny na noh..hindi naman ako ganito eh..

Lagi ko syang pinapahagingan ng mga sweet words ko pero siguro nakasara na talaga yung puso nya sa pakakasalan nya..oh pano hanggang dito muna..basta sulat ko kung ano yung mga feelings ko at mga nangyari sa amin ha..

bye blog..bulagta ako pagnabuksan nya ito..manhid ba sya o sinasara nya lang yung puso nya..

let's find out next time..

bye